another stupid day

yah i feel stupid. i have to cover up my friend's ass at the office. i feel some guilt but i have to do it for the sake of pakikisama. i promised myself never again but i'm sure i'd break it in the future.
this afternoon we tried to move an x-ray machine from one building to another but it just won't budge a bit. i don't know why. for two hours we came up with nothing. it's my first time to experience something like that at work. too much time wasted. so unproductive...
i gotta go home. i've been craving for that cigarette... i want to stop. but no not yet...
stupid stupid day.